Painted Flowers

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May 17, 2010 at 9:57am
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REALIZATION: 

1. I’ve come to realize that my hair:
needs re-done.


2. I’ve come to realize that when I talk:
I annoy


3. I’ve come to realize that, when I love someone: 
It will be far in the future

4. I’ve come to realize that I need: 
to move out.

5. I’ve come to realize that I’ve lost: 
an amazing friend.

6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when: 
I am home.

7. I’ve come to realize that money: 
is everything to me now.

8. I’ve come to realize that people: 
cannot be trusted.

9. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always be: 
just a little bit sad.

10. I’ve come to realize that I love spending my time with: 
strangers.

11. I’ve come to realize that the last time I cried I was: 
this morning.

12. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone is: 
overused.

13. I’ve come to realize that my friends are: 
not always going to be here.

14. I’ve come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: 
I realised how sad I really am.

15. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking about: 
leaving.

16. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook: 
my life grinds to a halt.

17. I’ve come to realize that today: 
is not going to be good.

18. I’ve come to realize that tonight I will: 
study.

19. I’ve come to realize that the last person I kissed is: 
never going to like me.


20. I’ve come to realize that I’ll never be: 
lovable.

HONESTY: 

1. Will you answer every question honestly? 
I will try.

2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? 
yes.

3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face? 
yes.

4. Do you miss anything or anyone? 
yes.

5. What makes you laugh no matter what? 
nothing.

6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours? 
no.

7. Who was the last person you talked to and what did you talk about? 
my parents. arguing.

8. What do you dislike at the moment? 
parentals.

9. Name one of your friends who is the most like you? 
lisa.

More Honesty. 

1. Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like? 
maybe.

2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? 
depends on the mental maturity.

3. Will you get married? 
maybe one day.

4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future? 
who knows?

VERY PERSONAL: 

1. Are you happy with yourself? 
no.

2. Would you change yourself for the person you love? 
who knows.

Secrets. 

1. When did you last cry? 
this morning.

2. Do you believe in religion? 
i think I do.

3. What is currently on your mind? 
how I will never be good enough for anybody.

SCANDALS: 

1. Have you done bad things with your parents nearby? 
probably.

2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? 
no.

3. Did you ever fail the school year? 
A class…


4. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? 
Yes

5. Do you think your future will be a good one? 
I hope

DEEP THOUGHTS: 

1. Do you think you were raised well? 
Could be better.

2. Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE? 
Yes.

3. How do you handle stress?
Not very well.

4. How would you spend your last day alive? 
Breaking every law.

5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience? 
Guilty conscience.

7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with, who would you choose? 
Mum. She forgives easier.

LOVE: 

1. Do you know when you’re in love? 
Never been there.


2. The last time you kissed someone - did you picture yourself with them? 
Yes.

3. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion? 
Communication.

4. If your parents didn’t like the person you were dating, would you lose them? 
I would ditch my parents.


RANDOM: 

1. Do you spend time with the same people always? 
Usually.

2. Do you think best friends can be replaced? 
Maybe.

3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people’s houses or have them at yours? 
Depends on who’s house.

4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? 
Um.

5. Where was your default facebook picture taken? 
Xscape.

6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it? 
No.

7. What is your favorite color? 
Orange/Pink

8. What do you do when you have a bad day? 
Cry/rant.

9. Do you really think exes can be “just friends”? 
Yes.


10. Who messaged you last? 
Paternal.


11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? 
Told my friends last night.

12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? 
Definately.

13. Do you fall for people easily? 
Sometimes.

14. Are you quick to start a fight? 
No,

15. Do your parents really know YOU? 
No,

16. Lyrics stuck in your head? 
Nothing,


17. Are you tired? 
Always,

18. Any friends you’d like to tell how much you appreciate them? 
Hm.

19. Last time you walked farther than one block? 
Yesterday.

OFF THE WALL: 

1. What curse word do you use the most? 
Shit

2. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep? 
No.

4. When was the last time you had Starbucks? 
Never.

5. Do you think people talk about you behind your back? 
Yes.

6. When will you next kiss someone? 
Not sure.

7. Ever cry in public? 
Yes.

8. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? 
Yes.

9. What’s the weather like? 
Dull.

10. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos? 
Yes.

11. Do you pay attention to the calories in the package/box? 
Yes.

12. Do you use sarcasm? 
Not usually.

13. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite? 
Opposite.

April 27, 2010 at 3:11pm
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tryingmybest:

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I always wonder if perhaps being more open about my mental issues would make my life easier. Because then I wouldn’t have to hide.
But I’m a little coward so there’s no way in hell.

tryingmybest:

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I always wonder if perhaps being more open about my mental issues would make my life easier. Because then I wouldn’t have to hide.

But I’m a little coward so there’s no way in hell.

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April 26, 2010 at 5:49pm
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Woweee.

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Just because she makes fun of herself, doesn’t mean she’s completely comfortable with herself. Just because she walks alone to class, doesn’t mean she doesn’t have any friends. Just because people talk about her, doesn’t mean she likes it. Just because she laughs all the time, doesn’t make her annoying. Just because she gets a lot of attention, doesn’t mean she is an attention freak. Just because she gets things from her parents, doesn’t mean she is a spoiled brat. Just because she is a daydreamer, doesn’t mean she never pays attention. Just because she jokes around all the time, doesn’t mean she can’t be taken seriously. Just because she smiles all the time, doesn’t mean she’s happy. Just because she’s quiet sometimes, doesn’t mean she is sad. Just because she tries her hardest, doesn’t mean its gonna pay off. Just because she is called names for saying something dumb or being annoying, doesn’t mean she can keep taking it.

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So I’ve been away…

Easter Holidays…guess who gained about six pounds? Fantasic >< So I’ve started trying to get back into my exercise and healthy eating routine this week. Today I’ve had:

Breakfast - 1 slice of toast
Snack - Muffin, Banana
Lunch - Apple, Grapes
Snack - 1 Bourbon Biscuit
Dinner - 1/2 Sausage/Bean thing (85 cals), baked beans
Snack - ?

So it all depends on what I eat tonight. There is chocolate cake in the fridge and I won’t totally hate myself if i take a small bit…we don’t usually have chocolate cake so I should make the most of it….But anyway, I found that having a diet partner really helps, so if anyway wants to email me feel free :) I’m 16, 5ft 5 and around 112lbs hoping to be about 100lbs :) paintedflowers@hotmail.co.uk

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